Why Joshua Jackson Was Only Dawson's Creek Star Missing From Memoir

Katie Holmes and Joshua Jackson Have ‘Dawson’s Creek’ Reunion in NYCKerr Smith didn’t want to wait to tell his Dawson’s Creek story. And so, fans of The WB series might notice that while Katie Holmes, Michelle Williams and James Van Der Beek sat for interviews for his new memoir I Don’t Want to Wait: My Life on Dawson’s Creek, Joshua Jackson did not return to Capeside—and that wasn’t Smith’s decision. “All I want to say is everybody makes a choice about whether or not they want to be part of the project or not,” Smith told E! News in an exclusive interview. “Some did, some didn't.” And Smith appeared to nod to Jackson’s hesitation to participate in a parenthetical within the book itself, which hit shelves today, Nov. 10, while recounting that scene between Holmes’ Joey and Jackson’s Pacey in the series finale. While pushing back on Holmes’ admission that she didn’t love her performance, Smith revealed Jackson wasn’t available to share his perspective. “Allow me to weigh in with my expert analysis. (Yep, I’m now an expert. I mean, have you not heard? I wrote the book on this stuff.),” Smith wrote. “With all due respect, you’re wrong. You positively crushed this scene. Both of you. Right, Josh? Josh? (I’m sure he’ll get back to me any second now.)” E! News reached out to Jackson’s rep for comment but hasn’t heard back. But while Smith and Jackson didn’t go down memory lane, or rather creek, together, the Final Destination alum emphasized what it meant to him to revisit series with the rest of the cast and crew. “I wanted to get everybody else’s memory on it too,” Smith told E!. “I did over two dozen interviews for the book so I wanted to get everybody’s experiences and put it in one place to understand what a great show this is.” Kevin Mazur/WireImageWhen it came to his conversations with Holmes, the 54-year-old mused that it was easy for them to simply snap right back into the late 1990s, adding, “It’s like we never even lost a step.” “You make those bonds back then and you just kind of hang on to them,” he added. “It doesn’t matter how many years have gone by.” And, of course, it was especially sentimental for Smith to get to reminisce with Van Der Beek before his death earlier this year after a three-year battle with colorectal cancer. “When I did interview James, he was already pretty sick,” Smith noted. “But he was kind enough to give me a few hours and we had an amazing discussion.” In addition to being a reflection on Dawson’s Creek as a whole, Smith also included a chapter for former cast and crew to share their memories with Van Der Beek following his death. “I wanted to give everybody that knew him back then a chance to say anything at all if they wanted to,” Smith shared. “I just thought it was really nice. I think it’s something that he would’ve been OK with.” As he put it, “I think it’s a good way to end the story.” You can read the entire fantastic, Steven Spielberg-film worthy story in Smith’s new memoir, and keep reading for even more secrets into the beloved teen drama… Snap/Shutterstock, Photo by Warner Bros.The Show Almost Never HappenedWhile Fox was first to pick up Dawson's Creek, it subsequently dumped the teen drama. "I was told they were struggling with Party of Five and they didn't need another one," series creator Kevin Williamson said at the 2015 ATX TV Festival. But that paved the way for The WB to pick it up two years later.Tim Mosenfelder/Getty Images, L. Cohen/WireImageOriginal Theme SongWhile Paula Cole's "I Don't Want to Wait" became the iconic Dawson's Creek theme song, producers originally wanted Alanis Morissette's "Hand in My Pocket." Alas, they couldn't land the rights, what a jagged little pill.Moviestore/ShutterstockThose NamesDawson. Pacey. Joey. Not names you hear every day. So how did Williamson come up with them? "Dawson came from a real place called Dawson's Creek where we all hung out as kids and partied," he told The Hollywood Reporter in 2018, while Pacey "came from a friend of a friend named Pacey and I'd never met anyone with that name and thought it was a cool name." And for the show's heroine, Williamson "wanted Josephine as a very girly name that could easily turn into a tomboy name like Joey."ABACA/ShutterstockA Phrase Is BornRemember Dawson's infamous "walk the dog" line in the pilot? Williamson inserted the euphemism because the network would not let them say the word "masturbate" in 1998.Jim Smeal/Ron Galella Collection via Getty ImagesSelma Blair Was Almost JoeyBefore Katie Holmes was cast in the role that would make her America's sweetheart-next-door, Blair was this close to landing the role. "Joe was written to be a tomboy and everyone was coming in being very much a tomboy. We were very close to going with Selma Blair, who was amazing," Williamson told THR. "She read it very tough, with a lot of heart." However, once he saw Holmes on tape, with "those two big eyes," Williamson knew they had their Joey. Moviestore/ShutterstockJoshua Jackson Was Almost DawsonWilliamson liked Joshua Jackson so much, he didn't care what role the Mighty Ducks alum played. "I fell in love with Josh Jackson because he could read any role, Dawson or Pacey," he told THR. "But something wasn't complete and that's when the network said they didn't see Josh as Dawson, and rightfully so. So, I went, 'OK, he's Pacey,' because I knew I wanted him in the show no matter what."Ron Galella/Ron Galella Collection via Getty ImagesCharlie Hunnam Auditioned, Won Role of HusbandAn 18-year-old Charlie Hunnam read for the WB drama in 1999 and, while he didn't land the part, he did meet Katherine Towne at his audition. They tied the knot in Las Vegas three weeks later and divorced in 2002, "three terrible, painful, expensive years later," as Hunnam put it to the Associated Press in 2017.Getty ImagesSpon-Con Before InstagramDawson's Creek became so popular that American Eagle inked a deal in 2000 to outfit the actors. The characters wore mostly AE clothes throughout season three, and the cast appeared in ad campaigns and promos for the clothing line, helping drive the company's net income above $105 million in 2001.Warner Bros Tv/Kobal/Shutterstock, Ken Regan/Columbia/Kobal/ShutterstockDawson's Devil's HaircutWhen James Van Der Beek was first cast, the studio wanted him to change his hair. "We found an ad for The Devil's Own, the movie with Brad Pitt," he recalled to The Daily Beast in 2012. "They said: 'What about Brad Pitt's haircut?' That's how I got my season one haircut."Columbia TriStar International Television/Courtesy of Getty ImagesJoey and Pacey's Real-Life LoveHolmes dated Jackson early in the show's run, before Pacey and Joey realized they opposite-of-hated each other. "I'm just going to say that I met somebody last year," Holmes told Rolling Stone in 1998, not denying that the somebody was Jackson. "I fell in love, I had my first love, and it was something so incredible and indescribable that I will treasure it always. And that I feel so fortunate because he's now one of my best friends. It's weird, it's almost like a Dawson-and-Joey type thing now." Plus one more nugget: "He's been in the business so long," she added, "and he's really helped me. I respect him as a friend and a professional."John Russo/Sygma via Getty ImagesKerr Smith Didn't Know Jack Was GayWhen Kerr Smith first signed on to join the show as Joey's new boyfriend, he had no idea the character would eventually come out and be part of the first-ever gay kiss on TV. "I always knew I wanted Jack to come out of the closet, but I didn't even tell [Smith]," Williamson said at the ATX TV Festival. "Let the audience love him, then let's have him come out of the closet and have Joey have to deal with that—and then that would eventually drive her back to [Dawson]." More poignantly, Williamson has said that every character on the show inherited traits from him, including Jack. “Every single character has a trait of me in them,” he told Entertainment Weekly in 2018. “I had just, in my 20s, gone through the coming-out process and had told my parents I was gay. I had taken that whole journey, and I wanted a character on the show to represent that journey and to represent that side of me."Warner Bros.Jack's Ode to Real LifeJack's coming out episode, cowritten by Williamson and producer Greg Berlanti, was inspired by true events. "A friend of mine had a story that I brought in that he got outed accidentally," Berlanti told EW, "because he wrote a love poem that it was so clear to everyone else that it was about a guy.”Eric Charbonneau/WireImageJen + Audrey = 4EverMichelle Williams and Busy Philipps' best-friendship, which first blossomed on Dawson's Creek, is still going strong to this day. “I’m so in love with her,” Williams told People of her bestie at a 2016 screening of Manchester by the Sea, one of many red carpet date nights for the besties. “She’s proof that the love of your life does not have to be a man! That’s the love of my life right there.” Philipps is also godmother to Williams' daughter Matilda Ledger, who was born in 2005.Ron Galella, Ltd./Ron Galella Collection via Getty ImagesCause for CelebrationDawson finally losing his virginity was such a big show moment that Van Der Beek brought a very special gift to set the day the scene was filmed. "I remember bringing champagne for the crew—Dawson finally lost his virginity!" he told The Daily Beast.Warner Bros.Chad Michael Murray, One Tree Heel?Before starring on One Tree Hill, Chad Michael Murray had an arc on Dawson's Creek playing Charlie, a love interest for Jen and Joey. But while Charlie got around, Murray didn't seem to make a lot of friends during his first stint in North Carolinav (OTH later filmed there). During a Paley panel in 2009, Philipps called him "a douche," later saying, "Don't worry. I'm not real worried about burning bridges with CMM." Van Der Beek added, "He's actually come a long way." Post-event, Philipps tweeted, "Just finished the dawson's creek panel. Maybe I was too harsh on chadM2… Nah." Murray, meanwhile, hasn't stirred the pot, saying in 2015 that he learned a lot from the experience. “I had the opportunity to learn from people who had been doing it for a couple of years longer than I was when I walked into the Dawson’s cast,” he told Cosmpolitan.com in 2015. “You know, Michelle and James and Katie and Josh—they really kind of guided me, because they’d already been around for five, six years, maybe longer. And if they had the time, they were showing me the ropes. I had no idea what lighting was, I had no idea about a lot of the technical aspects of what we do, and so I’m grateful for that experience.”Warner Bros.Familiar Faces, NowJust a sampling of the famous faces, ranging from the already familiar to future huge stars, who appeared on Dawson's Creek over the years: Seth Rogen, Jane Lynch, Julie Bowen, Scott Foley, Jensen Ackles, Hilarie Burton, Rachel Leigh Cook, Ali Larter and Oliver Hudson. Walter McBride/Corbis via Getty ImagesCreek Run-OffYoung Americans was a short-lived spinoff centering on Pacey's friend Will Krudski (Rodney Scott) and his boarding school classmates at Rawley Academy. Also starring Ian Somerhalder and Kate Bosworth, it was canceled after just one season.Fred Norris/Warner Bros Tv/Kobal/ShutterstockThe Show Almost Ended With Joey Picking DawsonThe show's main love triangle officially disassembled when Joey chose Pacey in the 2003 series finale. But it almost didn't turn out that way, as Williamson first envisioned Dawson getting the girl. But halfway through writing the finale, Williamson realized that a happy ending for that couple wasn't "what the show was set to be." "I wanted it to be a twist on the teen genre but also wanted it to be surprising, honest and real and say something about soul mates and what soul mates can be," he explained at the ATX TV Festival. "That's why we did it that way. When you left the show in that last moment, they're a family and everyone got what they wanted. There was fulfillment and they were all happy." At the last minute, he changed his mind and the rest is TV history. But Williamson admitted his mom, who played for Team Dawson, was not happy. Warner Bros.Jen's Death Was a LessonIn the finale, which jumped ahead five years, the group had to deal with the devastating loss of Jen. "Dealing with the death of one of their own was the final thing that thrust them into adulthood forever. Dawson's Creek was a coming-of-age story and that was the idea behind that ending," Williamson explained of the decision. "That's why we killed Jen, because I wanted them to deal with a death of one their own as that final lesson."Albert L. Ortega/Getty ImagesWriters' Room GoalsSome of the executive producers who get their start on Dawson's? Julie Plec (who went on to gift us with The Vampire Diaries and The Originals), Berlanti (Everwood, Arrow, The Flash, Riverdale...the list goes on and on, and that doesn't even include his movies), Rob Thomas (Veronica Mars and iZombie), Jenny Bicks (Sex and the City), Anna Fricke (Being Human), Dana Baratta (Jessica Jones) and many more.For the latest breaking news updates, click here to download the E! News App