I vape 720 times a day & wake at 2am for a fix – I am terrified of dying but I can’t see myself giving up anytime soon

GETTING into bed I carefully put my glass of water on my table and then tuck my ‘supplies’ under my pillow. Only this isn’t a midnight snack to cure my hunger pangs should I wake up in the night feeling peckish. They’re vapes, and I’ve become so dependent on them that when I stir from...