Charlotte Crosby, 36, heartbreakingly reveals she has suffered a second silent miscarriage just five months after her first

Charlotte Crosby has heartbreakingly revealed she has suffered a second silent miscarriage just five months after her first.The former Geordie Shore star, 36, discovered she was pregnant last month but learned at her eight week scan, she had miscarried.Charlotte has been incredibly open about her and fiancé Jake Ankers, who share daughters Alba, three, and Pixi, 20 months, wanting to add to their brood.In a devastating Instagram post on Friday, Charlotte explained the moment their 'world came crashing down'.Charlotte said: 'Last month, we got the news we'd been hoping for. We found out we were pregnant. 'It's no secret that we've been trying to grow our family, so you can imagine the overwhelming happiness we felt when we saw the positive test.'There are no words to describe how happy we were. Being a mother is, without a doubt, the greatest gift life has ever given me. Charlotte Crosby, 36, has heartbreakingly revealed she has suffered a second silent miscarriage just five months after her first Charlotte has been incredibly open about her and fiancé Jake Ankers, who share daughters Alba, three, and Pixi, 20 months, wanting to add to their brood'Nothing brings me more happiness than being a mam, and so the thought of growing our family filled Jake and I with so much happiness and excitement.'Especially after experiencing a silent miscarriage earlier this year, this pregnant came with a lot of mixed emotions and nerves. It was a combination of happiness and fear at the same time.'She added: 'The nerves were still there deep down, as they are with every pregnancy... and to be honest those nerves never go!'Even when your baby is in your arms! But we kept ourselves busy between the 6 and 8 week scans, filling our days with lots of fun adventures with the girls.'Jack was our rock, as always. He held the fort, looked after us all, and filled the house with laughter and fun.'Recalling the moment she found out she had miscarried, Charlotte said: 'It felt like someone had ripped our hearts out of our chests.'We lost another baby, another silent miscarriage.' A silent miscarriage is when the individual doesn't have any symptoms of pregnancy loss, like heavy cramping and bleeding. Charlotte ended her post: 'I'm not sure where we can go from here and the future feels a little uncertain.'We would absolutely love to grow our family, however the fear of feeling this heartbreak again is terrifying.'I wanted to share this because this is my life, and this is our story. Sometimes sharing the hardest parts helps me carry them a little more easily.'And if you're going through something similar, you're not alone.' The former Geordie Shore star discovered she was pregnant last month but learned at her eight week scan, she had miscarried In a devastating Instagram post on Friday, Charlotte explained the moment their 'world came crashing down' Charlotte was inundated with supportive messages from her celebrity friends as they flooded her post with heartfelt commentsCharlotte was inundated with supportive messages from her celebrity friends as they flooded her post with heartfelt comments.Paris Fury, who has also been open about her miscarriages in the past, penned: 'Big love to you, you can and will get through this and you show amazing strength to put this out there. Blessed with your girls and keep strong.'Jacqueline Jossa wrote: '❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️sending so much love x'Amy Childs penned: 'I am so so sorry Charlotte,' while Charlotte Dawson added: 'Sending you both so much love.' Back in May, Charlotte had an agonising two-week wait to have her first miscarriage confirmed and after having the D&C (dilation and curettage) procedure, had an infection that left her in excruciating pain.While the D&C operation was at first straightforward, Charlotte developed an infection five days later.The television personality started experiencing agonising pain on the train to London and went straight to St John & Elizabeth Hospital’s A&E.Charlotte managed to get antibiotics to treat the infection which was caused by a lot of blood collecting in her tilted cervix.Charlotte previously suffered an ectopic pregnancy back in 2016 and nearly died, while dating her Geordie Shore co-star Gary Beadle. She had to have her right fallopian tube and ovary removed.An ectopic pregnancy is when a fertilised egg implants itself outside of the womb, usually in the fallopian tube, meaning a baby is unable to develop and leaving the mother's health in danger.Charlotte said the difference with the ectopic pregnancy was the fear she may never be able to have a baby as she 'woke up and my organs had been removed'.If you have been affected by this story visit the Miscarriage Association: www.miscarriageassociation.org.uk or call 01924 200 799